Sometimes I wish I could go back

Sometimes. Only sometimes. I wish I could go back to the squishy face, cooshy legs, bald baby stage. You know, this one-

Yes, some days I wish I could go back to that. I want to hear their giggles.

I want to hear their babble.

 

I want to have them snuggle into my neck.

I really wish I could go back to that sometimes.

 (Photos by M Photography)

But then I'm glad I have them the way they are now.

Because I'm not sure I could ever go back to the sleepless nights, wandering my way through the night, wondering when I would ever get my energy back.

I love these two in their 5-year-old selves.

But sometimes...